Mark 1: 9-15
Good morning and grace and peace, in these first days of our annual Lenten
journey toward Holy Week and the Cross.
Still a ways away, until winter moves on into spring, but will be here
before we know it. Helpful reminders
that our Lenten disciplines, whatever they may be, are not about punishment,
certainly not to try to match some special effort with the hope of earning a
reward. We have overhead always the
Cross of Christ as a reminder that that bill has already been paid in
full. But that as we take in that
message of a new reality we may, day by day, with thanksgiving, live
transformed lives. Refreshed in his
love. That we may be healed, corrected,
and redirected in following him. So with
prayers that for each of us individually, for our families, our congregation,
and of course through all the wider Christian family this would be a season of
renewal in every way.
We spent all those Sundays in the later part of the season after the
Epiphany reading from the first chapter of St. Mark as our appointed gospel readings. Last week the seasonal lectionary moved us ahead
through the story to hear the account of the Transfiguration—and now on this
first Sunday in Lent here we are again, back by the Jordan in that first
chapter, with John the Baptist, but with the intention this time not to focus
on the baptism of Jesus and the great moment of the spirit with the voice,
“this is my beloved Son,” but to move past that to what follows, traditionally
called the “Temptation in the Wilderness.”
One of those meaningfully recurrent and resonant numbers in the Bible,
emphasizing lines of connection from one part of the story to another—and here
echoing the long 40 year sojourn of the Israelites in the Exodus between the
giving of the 10 Commandments on Mt Sinai and the entrance and return to the
Promised Land. Under the guidance and
leadership of Moses the descendants of Abraham and Isaac and Jacob in that
first story of life in the wilderness are shaped into a new people in a new
relationship with God.
And now in these 40 days Jesus, anointed by the Spirit prepares for the
life and ministry that is ahead. When he
leaves this desert place he will learn that John the Baptist has been arrested
and he will return to Galilee and call Peter and Andrew and James and John to
join him. But first there is this time
of fasting and prayer, the inner wrestling with the Enemy. As the older translations and our Collect
this morning have it, Jesus is “tempted of Satan.” A time of purification and intensification of
focus. In chapter 4 of Matthew’s Gospel
and chapter 4 of Luke we read a bit more detail of what this was like, the
fasting, prayer, wrestling, the specifics of the temptations. In parliamentary terms we might say here that
Mark simply reports the event by title—perhaps he assumes we’ve already heard
the fuller story. But we get a bit of
narrative expansion at the end in this wonderful line: “he was with the wild
beasts, and the angels waited on him.”
Evoking for me anyway the images perhaps of the Prophet Isaiah, “the
wolf and the lamb shall feed together, and the lion shall eat straw like the
ox; and dust shall be the serpent’s food.” Jesus “with” the wild beasts. And
the mention of angels may take our mind at once to those the shepherds saw in
that dark night in the hills outside Bethlehem—and to those who will meet the
women at the tomb at dawn on that Sunday morning. So at the very beginning of the story a hint
of the end, the lines weaving in and out, back and forth, with connection and
reconnection--the whole story coming together, of many stories, one story: a
foreshadowing of the healing of creation and the triumph of God, the victory of
the Cross.
We are of course every year invited ourselves into a kind of wilderness
in Lent. To practice at least enough
restraint in some area or areas of our lives that we can experience at least a
distant echo of what Jesus felt in that life and death confrontation. The temptation on offer to give up the very
thing that he was sent to accomplish.
For us dessert or a glass of wine or a recreational hour in front of the
television or computer screen. Giving up
an evening here or there at home for the East End Lenten service, or for the
Inquirers Class, or to come to church on Sundays a bit early for the Coffee and
Conversation program. To put down the
morning paper a few minutes early before heading out to work or school and to read
a few verses of the Bible and a page in the Lenten Devotional booklet.
Whatever it would take so that we would find ourselves for a moment out
in the desert, and to feel at least a twinge of temptation. In some ways, it doesn’t matter what, so long
as its enough to give us that twinge. A
place in our lives where we can ourselves with intentionality push back against
the Enemy. As he did. So for just the briefest of moments, a
spiritual gift through that--to identify with him at the beginning of this last
leg of the journey. In this small way to
be closer to Jesus. What should I give
up this Lent? Or what new discipline or
devotion should I take on? Whatever it
takes, for that to happen.
Six weeks is of course a long time, and some days we manage our
intentions better than others. And
perhaps inevitability that sooner or later we will fail in the rigor of our
Lenten discipline would call to mind for us the deeper message of our
brokenness and sin. Those powerful words
we say week by week. Exposing our own
vulnerability. A friend of mine
commented on the smudge of ashes of Ash Wednesday, that it is a visible
reminder that we are a mess. No matter
how thoroughly we spruce ourselves up on the outside, the smear on the forehead
is like a quick glance into an open window.
What goes on inside. “We have
followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts . . . we have left
undone those things we ought to have done, we have done those things we ought
not to have done.” People tell me from
time to time that they have felt like
crossing their fingers at moments when reciting a creed or prayer, touched at
moments of their lives by some shade of doubt, not sure they can speak these
affirmations with full integrity and conviction. But I’d be surprised if anybody felt truly in
their hearts with sincerity that they needed to cross their fingers here, even
if sometimes out in the wide world we like to pretend we have everything
together in our lives 24/7/365. Done
what we know we shouldn’t have done, left undone what we should have done. “Followed too much the devices and desires of
our own hearts.” I can say that anytime
day or night without the slightest moment of hesitation. One “miserable offender,” anyway. Falling under the assault of the enemy. Giving in to his soft invitation—which has
been the story in my family anyway for a long time. Ever since Eden.
So in any event-- if we can bring ourselves to the desert here, at
least for a moment: first Sunday in Lent.
And perhaps in this moment as we take a deep breath, as we come forward
to the Holy Table and then move on into this Lenten journey with him, as best
we can, three steps forward and two steps back most of the time, and some days
two steps forward and three steps back—perhaps we also may feel closer to him,
which is what we want to feel and where we want to be—and may experience in our
hearts and in our lives the encouragement and hope of those angels as they
surround him and comfort him and embrace him and minister to him with their
wings of love.