Sermon at Evensong, by C. Garrett Yates, Seminarian
It’s so wonderful to be here this
evening, and share this beautiful service with you all. I want to think a
little bit with you about the Ascension – for we are in the part of the year
where confess and pray that Jesus’s cosmic reign has begun. Jesus is not just
resurrected, he didn’t just head to heaven and join the ranks of the celestial
company. He ascended. And we are told he sits at the right hand of the Father,
ruling and reigning until he comes again in glory.
Well I don’t know about you,
but some of this language is a bit abstract. This is all very hard to
conceptualize. And for some of us, even harder to believe. Is this what it
means to be a Christian, to believe in things like this, to know these facts
about the world? I do think the doctrine of the Ascension is one of the harder
doctrines, but not necessarily because of its metaphysical claims. I think the
Ascension is a hard doctrine because of the claims it makes upon us – it is not
making claims on our reason, so much as on our lives.
You may remember one of the earliest
experiences of the Ascension. It’s the story of the first martyr Stephen. As
you may remember, Stephen is killed because of his association with the Jesus
movement. Stephen was one of those people whose life was shot through with
God’s grace. And Acts tells us that he radiated a tremendous spiritual
presence, and his wisdom and insightfulness were utterly contagious to the
early Christian community. Stephen believed that Jesus changed everything.
Well, as you may have guessed, this Jesus message landed Stephen in a lot of
trouble. He was arrested and charged for sedition. Even on trial, the author of
Acts tells us that everyone present “saw that his face was radiant, just like
an angel’s.” And with just a few minutes left on death row, Stephen gives one
of the best sermons ever preached. All about God’s unconditional mercy and
kindness in Jesus. But his hearers, sensibly enough, found this message
threatening. And so, following the customs of Jewish law for punishing terrible
offenders, they picked up their rocks to stone him. But before the first rock
strikes his body, Stephen lifts his eyes to heaven and there he sees Jesus. And
a few seconds later, literally as he is going down, he draws strength from the ascended
Jesus and speaks a word of forgiveness over his torturers.
A word of forgiveness over his
torturers.
The ascension of Jesus was reality for
Stephen. It was not something Stephen argued about among religious folks, nor
did he believe it because, well, that’s just what you believe. Stephen drew
energy and life from the Ascension. The Ascended One, who went straight into
the heart of darkness himself, empowered Stephen to stare the god-forsakenness
of the world right in the eye. And to look at it, not in anger, but in outpouring
gestures of love and forgiveness. Stephen lived and died the Ascension of
Jesus.
But here we are, living in 21st
century America. And lucky for us, dying for our faith isn’t something faced by
most of us living on the east end of Pittsburgh. We go about our days and yes
we may suffer some discomforts, but it is my hunch that may have very little to
do with our faith. The “world”, whatever that is, seems quite alright with us
being Christians. And honestly, as I have been writing this sermon, I am not
sure how I feel about that. I can’t make up my mind – has the world become a
better place or have Christians lost some of their punch? Because, if I am
honest with you, as I read Jesus, I encounter a radical. I encounter someone
whose passion for love and mercy and justice unsettled some folks. People
thought he was off his rocker. They thought he had a demon.
Now, before you think I have gone off the
deep end. Let me assure you, I am Episcopalian to the core. Fanatics of any
kind make me nervous. I like poetry better than football, and anything less
than high Anglican worship makes me think that we’ve cheapened our spiritual
offering to God. I am Episcopalian. But as I read the story of Stephen, and how
he lived the Ascension, I cannot help but miss the radical beauty of his
gospel. The ways in which his life was soaked through with grace. The ways in
which his love for Jesus challenged the world. Really upset people; not because
he was divisive or argumentative, but because he was aflame with God’s love.
They probably thought that he too had a demon.
That’s got
to be something of what living the Ascension means. Learning how to go into the
inextinguishable pain of the world, and therein finding the words of praise.
Going into the shadowy corners of earth’s night, and learning to see the light
of Christ burning there. Or maybe we could say this: Christians are people who
persuade others, while they persuade themselves, to rejoice. Whatever this
rejoicing may look like, Auden suggests that it is a journey into some amount
of darkness.
Maybe your
journey is more interior, say you practice centering prayer. Maybe you journey
out onto the dark and frightening territories of your own inner life, and you
stay there (in the deserts of the heart) anchored as best as you can with a
spiritual word. Or maybe you address the darkness in more outward forms: you go
to a homeless shelter, and you find the beauty and dignity of Jesus there among
people whom the world has written off as dirty and unclean. And it may not be
as big and noticeable as either of these: maybe you are swallowed up in
existential boredom and numbness, and the journey into the darkness for you is nothing
more than allowing yourself to be loved. I cannot say what it means for you to
live the Ascension.
But I can
say that living the victory of Jesus frees us up to be vulnerable, and to meet
others in their vulnerability. Jesus is alive, and your life is hidden with
him, therefore take risks. For not even death can separate you from his
boundless love. And so we should, as best as we know how, allow ourselves to
relax our desperate control grips. It’s safe; as long as he lives, as long as
his love and mercy reign, we are safe. Just as he was there with Stephen in the
moments of greatest peril, so he’s there with you and me.
Please hear me. I am not telling you to leave here and go be a Jesus radical – whatever
that means. But I am saying this: if we can manage to look to him, and slowly acclimatize
to his security and hope, I suspect that our lives will be freed up in new ways
for radical love. And as we do this, as we go from here and live the Ascension,
we may just find that we radiate with the same love that carried Stephen
through to the end.
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